results results

the results of second semester havebeen released.i almost forgot about it but my friends kept talking about it and it reminded me of that.i had 2 classes continuously during the day so i thought we wont be able to check it immediately,but my classmates could not wait to see their results and check the results at 10a.m sharp.they checked it using their handphone.then only i realised that:yahor,why i never thought that my mobile phone also can online== but i did not checked it since i am afraid of my result will disappoint me.i had a test that day and i dont want my mood to be affected.however,i did try to log in the tarc website after persuading by my friend.i felt lucky that i was failed to log in using my stupid phone,hehe.during break time,i met xiao ying and she lend me her ipad to check my result TT i thought i dont want to check it first d.but i also felt curious for my own result too so i picked up my courage and log in.i was so nervoussssssss..............

so,what is my result?haha.dont feel like writing out due to some reasons.i am satisfied with it but there is still no denying that the sense of sorrow grows in my heart=( as my friend told me,dont aim too high.so i did not really feel very sad this time.you can decide your own happiness .i choose to feel satisfied and happy with it=) and for most people,i think it is a good result already.so why do i want to suffer myself to aim for a perfect result?i have tried my best so i have no regrets.

i hope that this semester i can maintain my cgpa or improve a little bit.just a little bit then i can hit my target already =p i want to hit you,4.0!=D

happy single day

happy single day=DD actually i never celebrate for this so it suppose to be an usual day for me but the surroundings especially facebook keep reminding me that how important this day is.no emo also become emo edi==haha.but it just affect my mood a bit bit only la=p frankly,today my mood still the same.bad=( however,i am better at this moment,after having a long nap.

i believe that the one who really love u wont make u sad when u have been in a bad mood.i am seeking for a sense of security.sometimes i will hope that there is someone who can stay beside me always,lend his hand to me whenever i need it,listen to me when i feel down.

everytimes i am alone,i will hope that the person will come and sit beside me.accompany me.
everytimes i am helpless,i will hope that the person will come and listen to me.i can tell every single thing to the person.i can share my deep real feelings.
everytimes i dont feel like going home.i will hope that the person will appear and tell me' i accompany u'=)
everytimes i want to study,i will hope that the person will study with me together.discuss together.

the person never appear.i thought he appeared before but he was not the right one.sometimes people are not willing to be the one who take care of u,stay beside u always.different thoughts may create a distance between u and i.so please think wisely if you really want to be the one.

i still prefer to be single=D

i dont feel good

i dont feel happy since the first day of reopen college,as how i expected.indescribable feeling.i restrain all my feeling somehow.i am not the kind of person who dont like to share my things but i dont feel like telling anyone this time.i am suffering.i dont like to be asked what happen to me so please dont ask me,my friends.just let me be.

i realize that i start to feel regret to study accounting.i should not choose this course but i have studied it for 3semesters.no choice.i have to continue.how i wish that i can turn back the clock so that i can choose to study another course.I AM REGRET.

short semester definitely is a quite busy and rushing semester.i hate this semester TT

i need a counsellor so much.

So much feelings but I can't write out =(

photos of new house

i promised to upload my new house photos but i was too lazy xD now here are some of the photos.they are not complete but i am so lazy to capture my house.so please do forgive me=p

if you wish to know how is my house look,you may visit me=D of course only for my friends,hehe.

the end of cny=(

some of the photos of cny:










next wednesday reopen college.i am going to start my semester 3 soon=( i am so reluctant to go back to college.how i wish that i can stay in my holiday forever TT reason?except the stress of facing assignments,tests and examinations,of course there is a big reason that cause me not feel like going to college.sigh.if you can guess the reason correctly i just can say that u are so smart and understand me so much=DD however,i am not going to say here=) there is a strong feeling telling me that i will be emo always after i go back to my college life.i dont want TT i dont want to be attacked by sadness again=(

sometimes i dont know whether my decision is right.